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Jacob Daniel ([personal profile] adarkergray) wrote2018-03-17 02:42 pm

Kenoma

Previously:
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon



To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.

However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--

He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.

Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.

Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.

Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-13 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Rey jumped, hands covering her mouth when she realized that Jacob (and likely Kylo as well) had heard everything she just thought. It was a futile gesture, unable to even hide her surprise. She consciously clamped down on her mental defenses for a moment.

She highly doubted anything they could do to improve her opinion of the First Order. Finn had more than enough horror stories about the current regime as Leia did the previous one. What happened after they bought down Snoke would depend on a lot of things - things she would need to carefully consider.

But joining them? Beyond this uneasy alliance? That wouldn’t ever be in the cards.

She had a lot to learn about all of this. Kylo added when he felt her mind disappear. She is a fast learner, though. From what I observed on Starkiller...

He accepted the cup, sipping on it slowly.

And thank you. For everything. A single thought encompassed many ideas. From working with Rey and his dedication to his craft to unwavering loyalty, care and concern for both master and progeny. No one else in the galaxy had ever cared this much.

By the time Jacob was done seeing to his master, Rey had opened her mind up again.

“We will cross those bridges when we come to them. You have my trust until you betray it.” She announced aloud, turning to Jacob. “Let’s get started.”

The first question on her mind, besides how he actually did it, was what made the technique itself so deadly.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-17 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
It took the better part of an hour for Rey to fully grasp the concept well enough to respond to minor fluctuations in Jacob's heart rate. But she was indeed a fast learner and thanks to their earlier work diving in, she was catching on quicker.

Every few attempts, she found herself glancing back at Kylo Ren. She knew that Jacob had been doing the same.

Kylo finished off the Thala siren milk and was meditating, but the look of exhaustion never left his face. It was about that point when Rey noticed that Jacob was having her correct drops in heart rate more often than the other way around. And that with each successful attempt, it was dropping just a little bit farther and a little bit faster.

Is that what projecting does to him? she finally asked what had likely already been through their shared mental link several times already. Makes his heart rate drop?

Little did she know how far and how fast it had plummeted the first time he accidentally performed the technique.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-21 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
It was an unusual Force technique, lost mostly to time. Kylo had performed it several times, and he was hardly any closer to understanding exactly how and why it worked. They’d theorized that it mimicked part of the dying process. With Kylo’s health as poor as it was, it would be all to easy for hs body to simply shut down.

And that was something Rey was about to get a small taste of.

all right. I’m ready. She braced herself. The shockwave she felt through the Force was harder, faster and deeper than she’d expected.

For a moment, she panicked. Her hands shot out, as though she could catch his falling vitals telekinetically, and she swore she could feel them slip right through her fingers. She gasped, trying to focus on what they’d been practicing over and over. Synchronize? No... could she still do that? Or would he bring her vitals down with him instead of the other way around? She knew she needed to anchor him, but his heart rate just wasn’t coming back up fast enough.

“I’m not ready!” She shouted aloud as she fumbled in the Force. “I’m trying! I’m sorry!”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-22 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Deepen the connection, he said - as though that was the most natural thing in the world. And again, she found her gaze drifting to the medittaing Kylo Ren. She couldn’t quite put the bond the two knights shared into words, but she felt it. For a brief moment, she even envied it, but she immediately turned her mind back to the task at hand.

If I synchronize with yours as they plummet, what keeps mine from falling too? Couldn’t we both die?
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-24 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Jacob’s touch on her body was so gentle, so delicate, that she didn’t even know he was there. Indeed, she wouldn’t have even suspected it had their minds not been connected and had he not confirmed her physical fitness.

In an instant, she understood why Jacob would be the one to attack Snoke. Kylo was the only one who could bridge the gap between them, and that left her to keep them both alive. It reaffirmed her place in all this.

All right. I’m ready to try again.

This time, she was better prepared for the drop, and after a bit of struggling, did manage to synchronize the rhythm and hold him steady. She could feel him testing her, pushing her to hold it longer - becsuse while he could pull himself out of this at any time, Kylo couldn’t. And she had to be able to hold his vitals for an entire battle, if necesssry.

After several long minutes, though, she felt her control slipping.

“I can’t hold it any longer...” she squeaked.

Kylo’s voice replied, “Yes, you can. You have a galaxy’s worth of energy to draw on... you’re fighting it. Don’t fight it.”

That energy was not just in the cave, but also within Kylo. He was actively meditating on the Force wound and giving them something to tap into. With his help, Rey held Jacob’s vitals steady for another three minutes before she completely lost her grip.

“Good...”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-28 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
The fact that he was actively coaching and assisting Rey meant that Kylo felt ready to continue practicing himself. However, he realistically only had the energy for one more solid attempt today.

“All right. Are you prepared to come with me this time?” He asked Jacob. “And Rey... are you ready to focus on my vitals?”

It would be taking quite a risk to move forward on both accounts, but given the time they had, it might be a risk they were all willing to take. Jacob needed to test his skills in projected form. But to truly focus on that, Rey would have to ground herself here and keep Kylo alive.

Rey hesitated, looking at Jacob. Kylo didn’t voice his concern aloud, but the thought was firmly planted in the forefront of his apprentice’s mind.

If you have to... Can you do both?
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-09-30 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Kylo drew a deep breath, and settled again into a comfortable position.

“Sit beside me, like we did before... Rey, do just what Jacob has been showing you. Feel my heart rate, focus on it, get accustomed to it... But whatever you do, don’t get distracted by the Force wound.” He warned sternly. “Don’t try to manipulate it... It’s going to be drawing in a lot of energy. The last thing I want is for your life force to be caught in that pull. Because I may not be able to stop it from killing you.”

Rey was still nervous, especially after a warning like that, but she sat closer to him anyway. Closing her eys, she reached out with the Force. She knew that he was sick. His gaunt appearance was a far cry from the man she once fought against. But as she looked inside, she was surprised with how solid his vitals felt. His determination to survive this, to win this fight, was bolstering a dying body. Or perhaps, the Force wound was doing that... no, it was devouring him...

“Rey! Focus!” He grunted. Rey jumped. “I mean it.”

She glanced between both of them. “I promise. I’m ready.”

“Jacob, sit behind me, as Rey did. Follow my energy. I don’t know if I can do it on command or even direct it, but I’m going to try. If all goes well... you’ll have prisoners on Xashiri to test on.”

Kylo eventually closed his eyes as well, meditating as he had done before. For a while, nothing happened. But just before someone could break the trance, it happened. Kylo let go, and felt himself traveling through the vastness of space. His heart rate shot up and quickly turned erratic, spurring Rey to focus on it with everything she had.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t Xashiri that the Force had brought him to. It was Mustafar, one of the many training grounds the Knights of Ren often used. And said grounds were currently occupied - by one of the knights that was definitely loyal to his Supreme Leader.

This was not the test any of them were wishing for...
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-10-01 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo stood beside Jacob. His incorporeal form wasn't burdened by the limitations of his physical body in its current state. But his appearance hadn't changed. He still looked sick, weak - essentially unfit to lead the Knights of Ren.

"Our master is the one who should stand down." Asher replied quickly, glancing at Kylo. "It is the Supreme Leader's way. It is our way!"

Kylo rose his hand, enraged enough to choke the other man, but he stopped. This was not meant to be a battle, simply a test to see if Jacob could use his abilities in projected form. If they got carried away...

Asher Ren, however, grinned malevolently.

"Let the Supreme Leader find a replacement for me. It's only because I'll be taking his place!"

The other knight ignited his lightsaber, ran at them and swung straight through them both. To his complete and utter surprise, nothing happened.

We may not get many chances to test this. Do what you need to do. he told his apprentice with a brief glance. Kylo needed to be the anchor. He needed to maintain control. Jacob was the one who needed to fight.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-10-01 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Back in the cave on Ahch-to, Kylo was laying across Rey’s lap. Rey’s hands were on his chest, visibly glowing as she struggled to hold Kylo’s vitals steady.

As soon as Jacob as much as blinked, Rey was shouting frantically. “It was all fine until just a couple of minutes ago. I had him! I swear, I had him! Where did you... did you run into Snoke?!”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-10-02 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Their mental link was strong. When Jacob connected with his opponent's mind, Kylo felt that too. And with his spirit separated from his body, it was all too easy to fall into the spiral. His mind rightfully occupied, Jacob hadn't even noticed Kylo's silence until it was almost too late.

He jerked with a powerful breath. Terrified eyes darted around wildly as Kylo wasn't yet sure whether he was back in his real body or still on Mustafar. His sense came back to him quickly. But he was profoundly exhausted from everything that just happened.

"That... you... It worked..." he gasped. "Felt it... Felt him die... The absence in the Force... It really happened... We'll know. If we kill Snoke, he's not coming back. We'll know."

Whether Kylo could survive said battle to say those words again, however, was still up for debate. But fortunately, they'd learned a few very valuable things from this experiment:

1. That Jacob could fight and kill in projected form.
2. That Kylo was unaffected by the physical affects of Jacob's attacks, or anyone else's, but that the required connection itself was something to be feared.
2. That Rey, as an outside observer, was not affected by either. And that when push came to shove, she was capable of keeping Kylo alive.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-10-03 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
"We won't... be able to prevent that..." Kylo forced himself to admit. He was still struggling to catch his breath. "You can't hold back against Snoke. And we have to stay connected... Or else your projection... it would disappear..."

Rey nodded. This meant that she could not falter in her task. Not even once. But while she might have been eager to practice, she was definitely fighting fatigue. Jacob and Kylo, who had just been in a projected battle with another Knight of Ren, were definitely showing the strain. (Kylo, far more so.)

There would be no more training today.

"Kylo? Is there another way out?"

He closed his eyes, the map coming alive in his mind. He tried to share it, but was exhausted enough that he wasn't sure if he managed it or not. "Yes... Not far to swim... There's a cave with a large underground lake... But a long... a long walk back..."
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2018-10-04 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately, splitting up wasn’t going to be in anyone’s best interest. While swimming wasn’t as tiring as hiking on land, the way they’d come in was far enough that he didn’t think he’d be able to make it under his own power. Rey, on the other hand, was more concerned about holding her breath that entire distance when the people guiding her through the techniques were exhausted as well.

The best path out of the sacred cave was the one yet traveled - just as Kylo predicted before they descended.

Without his mental map, they would have surely drowned. Although this path was much shorter and had a few pockets of air now that the tide was out, it had at least double the amount of twists and turns than the previous maze. But the Force was with them. The way was clear.

As they emeged from the lake, it was immedistely clear that this was the real entrance to the cave. The walls were adorned with intricate carvings that had weathered with time. Not much of the writing could be made out, but the aura they produced was still strong. The water was calm at the surface - inviting, yet hiding the difficulties that lay beneath.

“The sun is setting.” Rey observed, giving a moment of privacy to Jacob as he helped Kylo out of the lake. “I’ll run ahead. Make sure Luke has saved you both some supper... or get something started if he hasn’t.”

Kylo nodded, reading between the lines. “...thank you.”

There was no sense in fighting it. He knew fully well that the only way he was getting back to camp was on his apprentice’s back.

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