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Jacob Daniel ([personal profile] adarkergray) wrote2018-03-17 02:42 pm

Kenoma

Previously:
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon



To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.

However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--

He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.

Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.

Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.

Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-03-25 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Growing up on Jakku, Rey didn't have the privilege of relying on bacta for the various ailments and injuries life brought. She sympathized with the thought of Kylo Ren being unable to combat this on his own. She'd seen people die from such things, especially infections from injuries. What surprised her was that there wasn't much they could do medically either.

It made her harden her resolve. "Then let's get started."

She found a comfortable place on the floor, and opened the text to the pages they'd been studying.

The technique could be broken down into two parts - essentially pulling energy from the world around them and redirecting it into what needed healing. The multiple ironies did not escape the Knight of Ren or the fledgling Force adept. First, that these were very different thing, relying on different ways of perceiving and controlling the Force. Second, that of the three of them, the one who could do all of these things already (albeit via a Force wound) was the only one who couldn't do it now.

"Lets practice the healing part first..." she suggested. "With my own energy. Maybe... maybe it will work on its own?"

It wasn't like she'd ever done that before either, so it seemed as good of a place to start as anywhere.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-03-26 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Her mind was telling her one thing. The Force... it wasn't until she felt Jacob sink into a meditation that seemed to cover the entire planet that she realized she'd hardly even been listening.

Closing her eyes, Rey meditated as well.

Heal. she thought to herself, repeating it like a mantra. Heal. Heal. Heal...

But nothing happened. She wasn't feeling it, not the way she had been back in the cave. The pressure was mounting, Jacob's senses were like a blanket and she was both shivering and suffocating at the same time. This wasn't something that could be forced - she knew that. But knowing it didn't make it work.

Closing her eyes, she tried again. This time, she focused on aligning her breathing with Jacob's. She let herself fall into the rhythm of his thoughts and lose her own. After a while, once she was finally as centered as he was, she reached out to try again.

The sample container levitated. But nothing else changed.

Rey opened her eyes, and it fell back onto the ground. She slumped, defeated. "...I don't know how to Force heal."

It was about that time when Rey realized they weren't alone in the hut. Leia was standing patiently in the doorway.

"...I do."
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-03-30 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo Ren had swallowed his pride once, accepting his mother’s aid and protection here on Ahch-To. There may have been precedent, but it was percariously balanced with years of neglect and desperation. Kylo would be angry at this - but at least that meant that he would be alive.

Leia felt the reluctance, and while she could never truly understand the depths of it and certainly never make amends for it, she could do this. She could help Rey the way Luke helped her before he turned his back on the galaxy.

Rey made space for the older woman to sit in front of the sample. Both of them likely felt a pang of sadness when Leia looked at this small, disease-ridden piece of her son. It took a few moments for her to gather herself. However, as closed as her mind always was, it was impossible to tell exactly what she was thinking until she spoke.

“When Ben was a child, Luke taught me a little. I didn’t have his strength or his abilities, not the way my son did. But at the time, I thought that if I learned a few things, perhaps I could help him.”

Her strength could be argued. Had she devoted the time, she could have reached that level. She could have done so much more for Kylo. But this was neither the time, nor the place, to state the obvious.

“Force healing. Luke used to say It felt like touching the Force. Reaching inside, through the pain, and then soothing it.” She explained. “When he used it on himself, he said it felt cool. When he used it on someone else, he always described it as warm. Those descriptions helped me understand what to do.”

She held out her hand on top of Rey’s. “You reach out with the Force. Feel its warmth coating your hand. Then, you find the source of the pain, and let that warmth spread.”

Rey blinked in surprise. Leia’s hand truly did feel warm. it was a strange, soothing kind of warm - not at all like the Jakku sun or a burning fire. All the tense muscles in her hand relaxed. Her wrist felt loose and nimble.

“I feel it.” Rey gasped.

“Good. Now try it for yourself.” She directed Rey’s hand over the sample container. “Feel the Force. Feel the warmth. Find the pain and then bring that warmth to it.”

Softly, but sternly, she repeated her instructions over and over again. It took a little while for Rey to do the same, but eventually, she had a breakthrough.

“I felt it! It’s warm!”

“Good.” Leia gave a nod of encouragement, but brought her focus back to the sample in front of them. “Now find the pain. Breathe, open your mind. If you can feel the warmth, you can also feel the pain. You can feel what’s not right.”

Rey nodded, closing her eyes and trying again.

Once she knew what to look for, so to speak, finding it wasn’t difficult. The sample of Kylo’s cells felt so wrong against the orderly life of the island. It was twisted, malformed. It didn’t belong. She felt the pain, and just as Leia instructed, she brought the warmth to it. She felt the Force within her, and let it flow into the sample until she no longer felt its pain. It was a miraculous feeling, really, and one Rey would not soon forget.

She looked up at Jacob with a look of awe. “I think I did it...”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-07 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
While all three of them felt the technique working and sensed the change it had made to the sample, no one dared speak of it. Instead, they held their breath around the house of cards and prepared to try it again.

Each time Jacob brought a sample into the hut, Leia walked Rey through the same steps and thought process. There was a memory wedged in, here and there - like a warm hand on a scraped knee or a toddler with dark hair wiping tears from his eyes.

Perhaps it was a little unorthadox compared to the old Jedi order’s way of doing things. Leia, after all, had to mix very limited training with real world experience. Or perhaps, she merely saw the technique from a different point of view.

By the time Jacob had brought in the last sample, Rey had nearly figured out the process for herself. She’d whittled down the time it took to find the pain and begin applying the Force itself to it. Whst started as an hour of failed attempts became about ten minutes. Not ideal, but incredible progress for someone just learning.

“This is more exhausting than I thought it would be...” she admitted.

“You’re using your own energy. Giving it to someone else.” She put a gentle hand on Rey’s shoulder. “It is tiring. A lot like being a mother.”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-14 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
It took a moment, but when she felt the energy nudge against her mind. Rey understood. “Together. We do the technique together.”

She closed her eyes and opened her mind. She didn’t have to worry about drawing it in. Jacob was teaching out across the island itself, stirring the sediment and making waves. All she needed to do was float here. She was merely a conduit. Just as before. Feel the Force, and find the pain.

She could do this.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-20 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo was still asleep when Jacob arrived back at the ship, but it wasn't a restful repose. The not-so-subtle twitches were punctuated with grunts and groans. Muffled pleas of 'No... don't... don't fire it again...' mixed with soulless mutterings of 'Yes, Supreme Leader... I just need your guidance.' He was sweating, panting. The nightmare felt real enough that even his Force wound was reacting to the stress.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-20 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The mechanised dreamscape didn’t just look bigger. Kylo looked smaller. He could have passed for one of the children if it hadn’t been for the identifying scars he’d gained over the years and a literal representation of the Force wound sinking into his chest like a three dimensional tattoo. Clearly the association was there - and the malevolent force acting on this dream wanted Kylo to make it.

Petrified and in pain, his limbs pulled tight in all directions. His body was wrapped in wires and tubes. Electric pulses riddled his body with Force enegy. A familiar and terrifying voice echoed in the weapons array.

“You serve me so well, Kylo Ren. How grateful you must be... I always knew you were something truly special. Just as you always knew that you would never... never...be free of me!”

Lightning ricocheted off the floor. In the dream, and in real life, Kylo screamed.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-22 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Lies..." the voice countered. A face that was far too young for its pained expression pleaded silently with Jacob. "It's all lies!"

Wishful thinking turned into believing, though, when Kylo remembered Rey's part in all of this. They'd made solid and measurable progress. He could feel it in Jacob's mind, even though he kept most of it safely tucked away.

It was enough to crack the nightmare apart.

The mechanical prison started to break. Tubes and wires slithered away like scared snakes. Snoke hissed at them both.

He was gasping for air. His heart hammered in his chest. Excitement mixed with terror, and both of them felt everything all at once. The real Kylo Ren opened his eyes in shock before they fluttered shut again. An even more terrifying thought tore through Jacob's mind before everything fell deathly silent.

It's happening... Need to go... Now...
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-24 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Kylo's eyes were closed, conserving his strength as much as he was hardening his resolve. They both knew that was no normal nightmare. "...or die trying."

It was crucial that they act now. First, because if Snoke was capable of reaching him, he may be able to reach the others. No one on the island was safe. Second, if he truly mastered this technique, everything they had been preparing would be for naught. The time they'd bought themselves was borrowed and spent. Third, and most importantly, Snoke had forged a path through space that Kylo could take as well. He wasn't sure how he knew this, but the feeling ran as deep as the planet's core.

"I can feel this urge to let go... to follow it..." he whispered. "The Force will take me to him. How quickly... can we get into the caves?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-28 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
“Do it.”

There was no hesitation. There couldn’t be.

Kylo might have been impressed at the speed with which his apprentice readied their supplies (using the Force to enhance it even more), but his mind was focused on other things entirely. He was actively resisting the urge, as he described it, to simply let go. It was the time, but it wasn’t yet the place; he had no choice but to hold on until it was.

Rey was having a meal with Leia when she heard Jacob’s voice echo in her mind. The shock alone was enough to make her accidentally spit her soup. If it hadn’t, the message alone might have.

Leia looked up, visibly concerned.

“What is...”

Rey interrupted her before she could finish. “I have to go.”

Leia attempted to interject again as she ran out of the hut as well. “What is it? What’s going on?”

“We’re going to kill Snoke!” She shouted back, stopping only long enough to shout, “Make sure Luke doesn’t interfere.”

She didn’t have the same animosity toward him that Kylo did, but she still didn’t trust him. He’d started to show a little remorse for his role in how this all turned out, but it wasn’t enough. And if what Jacob said was true, that Snoke had found a way to reach them, then a mentally tormented Jedi master was a perfect target - and a perfect tool. Rey couldn’t let that happen.

She ran to the shore as fast as her legs would carry her.


[ooc: sorry for the delay. Been busy. And... I just passed my 7th degree black belt test!!]
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-01 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Rey caught the harness and immediately began putting it on. Any trepidation she had about making the trek through those underwater caves again was immediately shoved aside when she saw Jacob assisting Kylo with his gear.

He looked like he was on the verge of losing the fight before it even began. Compared to the Force wound, his own energy was like a star on the edge of a black hole - slowly being pulled into the void and he was holding on by sheer will. His spirit was going to leave them, one way or another.

Which meant Rey could not fail. She had to get down in that cave. There would be no second chances.

Fortunately, Kylo’s state was a convenient model. Even as she climbed, she could feel her heartrate start to slow down and her breaths growing more infrequent. It wasn’t anywhere as controlled as Jacob’s, but it would have to do. After a moment or two to calm her mind, she gave him a nod. Her thoughts still bargained, Don’t let me die. And I won’t let him die., but she went under all the same.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-08 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Rey didn't resist. She let herself be pulled under until her head poked through the surface of the pool. It was a surreal, out-of-body experience, even as she hoisted herself out of the water. The feeling of the Force resonating through the chamber centered her, and brought her back from the brink.

She glanced at Kylo, expecting to see him struggle. Instead, his expression was serene. His eyes were closed. His breathing was shallow, but regular. Jacob was tending to him in a way that felt all too intimate.

Rey averted her eyes, and focused on the Force.

Kylo's outward expression was a stark contrast to the turmoil that was spinning to life inside of him. The Force wound was active, already clawing at the energy of this place. The planet's very essence was his to command. Were he anything like Darth Nihlus, he would have been already lost.

As they settled at his back, Kylo became a beacon in the Force.

Take what you need. his mind whispered in theirs. Drain me dry if you have to. Today, I am a conduit... in the hope that tomorrow... we won't be one with the Force...

Sobering words as he felt himself starting to finally lose his grip on consciousness, but not on Snoke. Maybe they were being pulled into a trap. But that was a chance they would have to take.

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