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Jacob Daniel ([personal profile] adarkergray) wrote2018-03-17 02:42 pm

Kenoma

Previously:
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon



To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.

However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--

He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.

Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.

Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.

Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-14 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
It took a moment, but when she felt the energy nudge against her mind. Rey understood. “Together. We do the technique together.”

She closed her eyes and opened her mind. She didn’t have to worry about drawing it in. Jacob was teaching out across the island itself, stirring the sediment and making waves. All she needed to do was float here. She was merely a conduit. Just as before. Feel the Force, and find the pain.

She could do this.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-20 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo was still asleep when Jacob arrived back at the ship, but it wasn't a restful repose. The not-so-subtle twitches were punctuated with grunts and groans. Muffled pleas of 'No... don't... don't fire it again...' mixed with soulless mutterings of 'Yes, Supreme Leader... I just need your guidance.' He was sweating, panting. The nightmare felt real enough that even his Force wound was reacting to the stress.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-20 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The mechanised dreamscape didn’t just look bigger. Kylo looked smaller. He could have passed for one of the children if it hadn’t been for the identifying scars he’d gained over the years and a literal representation of the Force wound sinking into his chest like a three dimensional tattoo. Clearly the association was there - and the malevolent force acting on this dream wanted Kylo to make it.

Petrified and in pain, his limbs pulled tight in all directions. His body was wrapped in wires and tubes. Electric pulses riddled his body with Force enegy. A familiar and terrifying voice echoed in the weapons array.

“You serve me so well, Kylo Ren. How grateful you must be... I always knew you were something truly special. Just as you always knew that you would never... never...be free of me!”

Lightning ricocheted off the floor. In the dream, and in real life, Kylo screamed.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-22 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Lies..." the voice countered. A face that was far too young for its pained expression pleaded silently with Jacob. "It's all lies!"

Wishful thinking turned into believing, though, when Kylo remembered Rey's part in all of this. They'd made solid and measurable progress. He could feel it in Jacob's mind, even though he kept most of it safely tucked away.

It was enough to crack the nightmare apart.

The mechanical prison started to break. Tubes and wires slithered away like scared snakes. Snoke hissed at them both.

He was gasping for air. His heart hammered in his chest. Excitement mixed with terror, and both of them felt everything all at once. The real Kylo Ren opened his eyes in shock before they fluttered shut again. An even more terrifying thought tore through Jacob's mind before everything fell deathly silent.

It's happening... Need to go... Now...
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-24 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Kylo's eyes were closed, conserving his strength as much as he was hardening his resolve. They both knew that was no normal nightmare. "...or die trying."

It was crucial that they act now. First, because if Snoke was capable of reaching him, he may be able to reach the others. No one on the island was safe. Second, if he truly mastered this technique, everything they had been preparing would be for naught. The time they'd bought themselves was borrowed and spent. Third, and most importantly, Snoke had forged a path through space that Kylo could take as well. He wasn't sure how he knew this, but the feeling ran as deep as the planet's core.

"I can feel this urge to let go... to follow it..." he whispered. "The Force will take me to him. How quickly... can we get into the caves?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-04-28 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
“Do it.”

There was no hesitation. There couldn’t be.

Kylo might have been impressed at the speed with which his apprentice readied their supplies (using the Force to enhance it even more), but his mind was focused on other things entirely. He was actively resisting the urge, as he described it, to simply let go. It was the time, but it wasn’t yet the place; he had no choice but to hold on until it was.

Rey was having a meal with Leia when she heard Jacob’s voice echo in her mind. The shock alone was enough to make her accidentally spit her soup. If it hadn’t, the message alone might have.

Leia looked up, visibly concerned.

“What is...”

Rey interrupted her before she could finish. “I have to go.”

Leia attempted to interject again as she ran out of the hut as well. “What is it? What’s going on?”

“We’re going to kill Snoke!” She shouted back, stopping only long enough to shout, “Make sure Luke doesn’t interfere.”

She didn’t have the same animosity toward him that Kylo did, but she still didn’t trust him. He’d started to show a little remorse for his role in how this all turned out, but it wasn’t enough. And if what Jacob said was true, that Snoke had found a way to reach them, then a mentally tormented Jedi master was a perfect target - and a perfect tool. Rey couldn’t let that happen.

She ran to the shore as fast as her legs would carry her.


[ooc: sorry for the delay. Been busy. And... I just passed my 7th degree black belt test!!]
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-01 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Rey caught the harness and immediately began putting it on. Any trepidation she had about making the trek through those underwater caves again was immediately shoved aside when she saw Jacob assisting Kylo with his gear.

He looked like he was on the verge of losing the fight before it even began. Compared to the Force wound, his own energy was like a star on the edge of a black hole - slowly being pulled into the void and he was holding on by sheer will. His spirit was going to leave them, one way or another.

Which meant Rey could not fail. She had to get down in that cave. There would be no second chances.

Fortunately, Kylo’s state was a convenient model. Even as she climbed, she could feel her heartrate start to slow down and her breaths growing more infrequent. It wasn’t anywhere as controlled as Jacob’s, but it would have to do. After a moment or two to calm her mind, she gave him a nod. Her thoughts still bargained, Don’t let me die. And I won’t let him die., but she went under all the same.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-08 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Rey didn't resist. She let herself be pulled under until her head poked through the surface of the pool. It was a surreal, out-of-body experience, even as she hoisted herself out of the water. The feeling of the Force resonating through the chamber centered her, and brought her back from the brink.

She glanced at Kylo, expecting to see him struggle. Instead, his expression was serene. His eyes were closed. His breathing was shallow, but regular. Jacob was tending to him in a way that felt all too intimate.

Rey averted her eyes, and focused on the Force.

Kylo's outward expression was a stark contrast to the turmoil that was spinning to life inside of him. The Force wound was active, already clawing at the energy of this place. The planet's very essence was his to command. Were he anything like Darth Nihlus, he would have been already lost.

As they settled at his back, Kylo became a beacon in the Force.

Take what you need. his mind whispered in theirs. Drain me dry if you have to. Today, I am a conduit... in the hope that tomorrow... we won't be one with the Force...

Sobering words as he felt himself starting to finally lose his grip on consciousness, but not on Snoke. Maybe they were being pulled into a trap. But that was a chance they would have to take.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-10 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
In the cave, Rey felt Kylo’s body slump lifelessly against her back. She nearly jumped at first, but wheh Jacob didn’t even move, when she could barely feel his mind at all, she knew this was what they brought her to do.

She pulled Kylo into her lap and closed her eyes. Even though his spirit seemed to be far away, his body was still an active conduit. She could feel the Force wound drawing energy from the planet and she could feel it going somewhere.

They were out there... she reasoned. They were fighting Snoke.

She placed her hands over his heart.

Keep beating... she thought to herself. Keep beating...

Meanwhile, Kylo was standing aboard the Supremacy, staring down the man he once called master. The guards couldn’t hurt them. Nothing could. They were there, but they were not physically there. Mentally, however...

The children were there, kneeling like Kylo always did - subservient under threat of punishment. Only now, though, did he see it for what it was. Snoke spoke as though he was still in control, but Kylo did not rise to his bait.

No... He was the bridge. He was the conduit. Unlike Snoke, he trusted his apprentice.

Now.

One word echoed through time and space. Everything moved in perfect synchronisity. His eyes closed. His chin dropped. He clenched his fists as his arms snapped in an X across his chest. Frozen like a Sith statue, he poured everything he had into the Force and it surged within him in return.

His power was Jacob’s to wield.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-14 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
The air shifted. Even the air in the cave shifted and Rey felt a chill run down her spine. She heard a scream through the Force that threatened to split her heart apart, even though she couldn’t place the source.

Kylo’s vitals were erratic and the Force wound constantly threatened to overpower them. He was channeling all of this energy - energy that she was essentially purifying and redirecting right back into him in Force-centric version of dialysis. If she could have split her focus long enough to worry, she would have wondered whether or not he could survive this. It was better for all of them that she couldn’t.

On the Supremacy, Kylo’s voice echoed. His rage made the entire ship rattle. It was never part of their plan for him to get involved in the fight - in fact, diverting even a fraction of his raw power from Jacob ran the risk of sabotaging their entire plan by wearing Kylo out that much faster. If Snoke couldn’t stun them into inaction, pushing one of them into action was an acceptable strategy.

And for a moment, it seemed at least Kylo had taken the bait.

The former apprentice reached out with both hands, force field be damned, and Snoke braced himself for the impact that he had foreseen...

Except that it didn’t come. Instead of lashing out at Snoke, Kylo poured the sum total of his rage into Jacob’s next technique. This was it and Snoke didn’t even realize it. He spoke in two places at once - “Everything you just said... everything that you’ve ever said... is wrong.”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-19 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
There was a flicker of recognition in Kylo’s mind as he felt the technique take shape. The wound transfer technique that Jacob had created and used on him so long ago had expanded beyond its original design.

No, the apprentice was no longer sacrificing his own strength, or taking pain and injury onto himself to heal his master. Now, he too was a condiit of the Force. He was in both bodies, and both minds, at once. What Snoke did to the boy would be returned in kind.

If only, the same could be done for Kylo... what sweet revenge that would be.

No, even if it were possible, it would be far too risky to allow Snoke access to the Force wound. He had to die here and now.

For the first time, Kylo’s Force projection moved aboard the Supremacy. It flickered from the exertion, but didn’t fade. All of the children were staring, especially the one that had just been brought back to life.

“It’s all right. I have you.”

The message was for the children, but also for Jacob. As he followed Snoke down into death, Kylo stood strong - an anchor with for his apprentice should Snoke try to take him down with him.

“I have you.”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-21 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
To Kylo, whose body and mind had been so intimately intwined with the Supreme Leader’s will for so long, felt the blow of his death like a shockwave. It took every ounce of control he had to hold onto Jacob’s mind as the Force thrust him out of the projection.

He tried to reach out toward the children - at the very least to imprint in their minds that this wasn’t the end, that they weren’t alone and that he would return. He wanted so desperately to give them that much, something that, at their age, he craved - but the connection was severed. They were gone. Or rather, he was gone. Half a galaxy stood between them again.

Back in the cave, Rey was shaking. Sweat dripped into blurry eyes. She lost focus long enough to wonder how long any of them, herself included, could keep this up.

Then came the same shockwave, ripplies spreading out across the galaxy. She saw Kylo’s eyes open as he gasped for air. She felt Jacob’s body move behind her. She heard herself shout, “You did it! I felt it!” before Kylo went completely limp in her lap.

“Oh no... no no no no...” she shook him, scramblling to pick up where she’d left off and losing the last of her focus to panic. “Breathe! Kriffing breathe!”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-23 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Had Kylo been stronger and healthier, he would have stayed longer. He would have spoken with the children and tried to reassure them of their safety. He would have seen the ship safely to Ahch-To. Most importantly, he would have eased them both out of the projection. But Kylo had completed what the Force willed. His spirit, and perhaps his body, had already overstayed their welcome.

Rey gasped in shock as Jacob basically collapsed beside her. "Res..rescue breaths? You mean, breathe for him?"

She'd never done it herself, but had seen others try. At the time, she remembered feeling resentful - why would anyone do such a thing? Another mouth to feed meant more competition for already scarce resources. Not that it mattered. The man died.

Kylo couldn't.

Rey nodded, "Yeah, I've seen it."

A few basic instructions - tilt the head back, pinch the nostrils closed, etc. - and Rey could handle the rest. Even though it seemed hopeless on the surface, she kept going. She could still feel the Force within him, just as she could feel the Force wound desperately preying on everything around it (including them). The Force did not cling to the dead. Therefore, somehow, he was still clinging to life.

"How long..." she hissed quickly between breaths. "...can we keep this up?"

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