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Jacob Daniel ([personal profile] adarkergray) wrote2018-03-17 02:42 pm

Kenoma

Previously:
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon



To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.

However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--

He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.

Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.

Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.

Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-05-30 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
“Can you breathe for him?” She asked Jacob. “Doing both... trying the healing...”

Regretfully, she needed to trade, despite his exhaustion.

Indeed, it took Rey longer to channel the energy that came from both Luke and Leia than when it came from Jacob. He was more precise, more practiced in using the dark side, she reasoned. But once she recognized the flow of the Force for what it was, she got to work. She took over for Jacob on repairing his body, at least to the extent that she could.

Enough to stabilize him. Enough to get them both out of the cave alive. Enough to get them to whatever medical equipment Jacob had on board his ship. Enough. Good enough...
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-06-09 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo woke with a jolt - his spirit slamming back into his body hard and fast enough that it hurt. His throat was raw. His limbs were heavy. He was exhausted to his very core, to the point that even the Force wound felt unusually empty.

Even it seemed to know that he should have been dead.

He tried to move, but couldn't quite muster the strength to do more than turn his head. Jacob was lying by one side. Rey was sitting on the other, catching her breath and muttering, "You did it. I did it. We did it. He's dead... and you're alive..."

Reaching out with the Force, he could feel that she was telling the truth. He could also feel his mother's presence above him. And with her, that of another.

Strength or not, by sheer force of will and a now-raging Force wound, he sat up. "Skywalker!"

"Kylo, he was helping. He and Leia were both gathering energy for the healing technique. Jacob was too exhausted from the battle to do it and I couldn't have healed you alone."

"I don't want his help!" he growled.

"We needed his help!"

If Jacob tried to get a word in, Kylo didn't let him. "No! We don't!"

Rey fell backwards as Kylo somehow stumbled to his feet and toward where the feeling was strongest. If he could have cut through the ceiling by glare alone, Skywalker would have already fallen into the depths of the underwater cave. (Alas, that would have been far too easy, and not even remotely satisfying.)

Instead, he reached out with his hands, and telekinetically broke apart the stone.

"Kylo! Stop!" Rey scrambled after him, spinning and sweeping him off his feet in one swift motion. At the same time, as a sizable chunk of the ceiling broke away. It splashed into the water surrounding them. Thank the Force that it didn't affect the structural integrity of either of the chambers.

Rey physically pinned him down - a scene that Luke and Leia could now see with their own eyes.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-06-13 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Conflicted emotions rained down from above, but within a minute or so, Luke Skywalker was gone. Leia was still there, doing as Jacob asked and retrieving their climbing supplies. She affixed a line where the rock was most stable, giving them a way out of the caves that didn’t involve the long underwater trek.

“Would you rather have died?! I couldn’t have done it without their help!” Rey refused to apologize, but she said the same things.

“I will not... be indebted to that... that man! He doesn’t... get to change that!” Kylo spat as Rey kept him pinned. For a moment, he was like a rabid dog, weak but desperate to fight until his last breath. For a moment, he was every bit the monster she remembered. He threw her off once with the Force, but she fought back and took him down again.

Only once Skywalker had finally fled, and Kylo could feel his presence in the Force vanish again entirely, did he begin to calm down.

Jacob’s words must have stung.

Rey slapped Kylo in the face, and then turned to the rope Leia had dropped for them. “I helped you destroy Snoke. I’m done.”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-06-16 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Had it merely been Leia there assisting, Kylo might have swallowed his pride the way he'd done so many times since they arrived on Ahch-to. But Skywalker was another matter entirely.

Feeling him through the Force after all these years reawakened more than just a burning hate for the man. Feelings of fear and betrayal coupled with the insecurities of a child who did the best he could with the nightmare he was thrust into... oh, it fed that Force wound. It gave Kylo a will to fight that, at the moment, was necessary for their survival.

It was that will that gave Kylo the strength to force that shell of a body to rise. It was with that will that he draped Jacob's arm over his back and hoisted his apprentice up to his feet. It was with that will that he ignored the man's apology in favor of leading them both to that waiting rope.

"We'll deal with that... later..." he grunted. That will would not sustain him indefinitely. "Before later never comes..."
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-06-18 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
His practice sessions with the Force wound, though few, did give him valuable insight in forcing it to serve as an energy reserve. So, when Kylo felt his apprentice clinging to the Force, he shared that energy willingly. It gave his body a reason to draw in more, and likewise, to keep moving.

“Embrace the Dark Side... Use that power... We can hold... ourselves together!”

From a distance, Leia watched Jacob and her son emerge from the cave. It was plain to see they were barely holding each other up. They’d done it. Snoke’s essence, that vile cancer that had stretched its tendrils through the galaxy and pulled her family apart at the seams, was gone. It was a massive victory, and yet, it was bittersweet.

A part of her wanted to intervene, to help them both back to one of the huts so they could just rest. but she held back. It wouldn’t be welcome. They weren’t exactly on the same side. And the truce they had may have just expired.

It was a difficult trek back to the ship, but they would make it.

And if they didn’t, then, and only then, would Leia come to their aid.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-06-25 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn’t long before Kylo could feel the destructive effect of the Force wound start to take its toll. Both of their bodies had been pushed to their absolute limits, and for Kylo, that was a tremendous setback in terms of healing and quite possibly a resurgence of that which they had been trying desperately to destroy.

But still, he held on, giving Jacob an energy well to draw from, to keep his apprentice on his feet until he could rest. (Because no matter how many times Kylo might have suggested otherwise, Jacob would see to his needs first. Only once he was sure his master was stable would he see to his own.)

It was a blessing, then, when he felt Jacob slipping into a meditative trance. It took nearly an hour for Kylo to relax his body and mind enough to let the energy draw subside. And while there were a few nihilistic thoughts that bubbled to the surface, they faded just like the Force wound’s pull. Not long after he reached a stable baseline, Kylo Ren passed out as well.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-02 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
The long stretch of deep sleep proved how much their minds and bodies needed to recover from the battle. For Kylo, those twenty hours had their ebbs and flows, their dreams and their fits. But when Jacob stroked his cheek, he hardly moved. A soft groan escaped his lips, but nothing more.

He needed to rest.

More than that, he needed healing.

Rey must have known that. She may have even felt it through the Force. When Jacob approached the entrance to the temple, she wasn’t surprised. She wasn’t outwardly angry either. She wanted to be angry, but her mind was like the sea - mostly calm, with sharp waves breaking against the edges from time to time.

“The Force feels... different... with Snoke gone.”

Rey let out a long sigh.

“It’s strange. I... I should hate him.” She tilted her head toward the direction Jacob came from. She was no longer speaking about Snoke, but about Kylo. “He’d kill his own family right now if he had the strength to do it. I can’t forgive that. I can’t allow that! But... the way he feels in the Force. It... it hurts... It feels like something is tearing him apart and eating him alive.”
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-03 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
The look on Jacob’s face all but echoed what the Force had been telling her. “He’s dying. Isn’t he...”

As much as she despised Kylo Ren for killing Han, for hurting her friends, for throwing away everything she always wanted... Rey couldn’t bear the burden of being the reason those children would grow up like she did - lost and alone. No one deserved that.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-03 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
The Force certainly spoke the truth.

She wondered, briefly, if Leia had sensed it too. Or if Luke even could, having shut himself off from the Force yet again. But she was quickly brought back to the present when Jacob extended his hand.

“The technique we were practicing on the samples? It worked?”

Hesitantly, she reached out to take it.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-04 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
A smile broke out over her face. The fact that it worked that well, especially on the first try, was almost impossible to believe. And yet, she knew Jacob was speaking the truth.

She just had to hold out hope that he was telling the truth about their plans and intentions. That they would, in fact, leave peacefully and never return.

Rey followed Jacob up the boarding ramp and through the corridors of his ship. Kylo was still out, but perhaps he felt them approaching. As they entered the room, he groaned in his sleep, jerking slightly and mumbling something incoherent.

Considering what he'd managed to accomplish in the cave, seeing him like this was difficult to bear. Painfully thin, physically weak, propped up on pillows and nourished by tubes, Rey had to cover her mouth just to stifle the gasp. Jacob was right - no child should be forced to see their parent in such a state.

Maybe, just maybe, she dared to let herself imagine, Kylo Ren had done his penance. Maybe. Maybe not.

She whispered softly so as not to wake him. "...How do you want to do this?"
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-06 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Kylo's breath hitched. He groaned weakly. From a certain angle, it looked as though he nodded. But given that he was too exhausted still to willfully speak into his apprentice's mind, that might have been wishful thinking on Rey's part.

Rey nodded as she pulled up a stool. She sat down and closed her eyes, meditating on the Force.

It took a while for Jacob to begin channeling the energy, but eventually, she did feel the warmth. And when she reached out, stretching her hands over Kylo's body, she definitely felt the pain. The intensity didn't surprise her, rather the sheer scope of it. The samples could have come from anywhere - she felt a wrongness wherever his blood could travel. No, it was within the blood itself.

It took Rey just as much time to center herself properly. But soon, she was sending warmth over and through the wrongness. The Force wound was hungry at first, greedily devouring this new source of energy, but as Rey sunk deeper into her meditative trance, its hold lessened. It grew placid, almost dormant. Its rough edges started to recede. Mutated cells were unfolding. Tumor markers were shrinking. The void was filling itself in. Piece by piece. Cell by cell. The Force was indeed healing itself.

Kylo's eyes suddenly snapped open.
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[personal profile] forcefullyunstable 2019-07-12 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
If it weren’t for Jacob’s help, Rey would have lost her focus the moment she felt him stir beneath her hands. There was a fear behind Kylo’s eyes, and a sudden wave in the calm ocean that was the Force.

It took a moment for Kylo to regain his senses beyond that.

It happened inwardly first - the constant pain he’d come to accept, the inherent sense of wrongness that circulated through his blood and the weary exhaustion that had plagued him for so long was receding slowly, but steadily. Even the Force wound, the gaping hole in his soul, seemed to be closing. It was nothing short of miraculous.

Only then did he notice a hand gently resting on his shoulder. He looked up at Jacob. He felt his apprentice serving as a conduit for the Force, not so unlike what he himself had just done in the battle with Snoke. He felt the scavenger working with him in tandem - connected in a way that he couldn’t tell who, if anyone, was an extension of the other. He felt in awe of it for a moment.

And then he felt profoundly at peace.

This was balance. This was Force healing in its purest form.

He settled his body and his mind, and then consciously opened himself to it. Jacob would feel the shift and understand it, even if Rey didn’t.

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