Jacob Daniel (
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Previously:
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon
To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.
However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--
He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.
Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.
Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.
Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
Escape From Starkiller Base
At the Monuments of Madness
A Living Weapon
To Jacob's surprise, they made it to Ahch-To's system without incident - but then, it was clear now that the Force was on their side. As per his calculations, they'd dropped out of hyperspace a few hundred thousand kilometers away, just beyond its outermost moon's orbit, and as they headed toward the planet at sublight speeds, he tried to ignore the way his protective instincts were going into overdrive.
However, the closer they got to the planet, the more he couldn't help being aware that everyone there, everyone they were going to see, was someone who'd hurt Kylo terribly, and Force, how could Jacob even begin to justify taking him down there? To put him in that level of danger, in the kind of condition he was in--
He made himself take a deep breath, though the fingers of his free hand were clamped tightly around the hilt of one of his lightsabers. The urge was incredibly strong to tell Kylo that he couldn't in good conscience do this, that there had to be another, better way to defeat Snoke, and they would find it - but, deep down, he knew that if there was, the Force would have shown it to Kylo instead. He had to have faith in his master, and in the Force.
Instead, right now, he had more sympathy than ever for why Snoke wanted to destroy the Force's will - not that he had any sympathy for Snoke himself. That thought was enough to settle his nerves slightly by reminding what they were here for, why it was important, why they could all work together just this once.
Snoke had to die. That was the one thing they all could agree on.
Finally, he calmed his mind enough to push his senses outward through the Force, to see whose presence he could detect. Even this close in, he still couldn't pick up Skywalker, but he could sort out Rey and General Organa from the background energy of the planet. He turned to Kylo. "...Your mom's still here. Do you want me to ask her to leave?"
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I can't help you by showing you what to do - my strength is almost gone. All I can do is explain it to you, and offer my memory of how it's supposed to feel. He tried to guide General Organa through the subtle and precise manipulations of the Force that Jacob had needed to use, to generate the constructive interference which would build a standing wave of energy with enough amplitude for Rey to draw off of. However, he soon had to fight back the urge to grow impatient with Leia, when she couldn't get the hang of it as fast as he had wanted - and then, the energy he felt wasn't just the planet's.
It was Luke's, as well, and it was not even close to being enough.
Skywalker, you idiot hypocrite, Jacob snarled into his mind. Even if what you were trying to do wouldn't be worse than useless, Kylo doesn't want that from you. He only wants your life if he can take it fair and square. He had no idea if that was true, but maybe saying it would be what it took to get through to him. Whether you're trying to sabotage us, or trying to support us, you need to do it the right way.
That, finally, was enough of a shock to set them all right. At last, he felt the power of the Force concentrating where - and how - Rey needed it.
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Regretfully, she needed to trade, despite his exhaustion.
Indeed, it took Rey longer to channel the energy that came from both Luke and Leia than when it came from Jacob. He was more precise, more practiced in using the dark side, she reasoned. But once she recognized the flow of the Force for what it was, she got to work. She took over for Jacob on repairing his body, at least to the extent that she could.
Enough to stabilize him. Enough to get them both out of the cave alive. Enough to get them to whatever medical equipment Jacob had on board his ship. Enough. Good enough...
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Awareness found its way back to him slowly, in stages, and one of the earliest was realizing that he was dreaming - and then, far less comforting, the degree to which his consciousness was disconnected from his body. He could feel that thread of connection back, but it was slim; however, he didn't feel as panicked as he might have expected, either. Finally, he realized what was going on, where he was being drawn - and what was most important for him to do now. Instead of reaching out to the children, he instead made contact with another mind.
Sleep, Hux.
He didn't spend much energy constructing the shared dream state he summoned Hux into, letting Hux's mind construct it instead - and he was somewhat surprised to find that it still remained dark and spare, with just bare walls like an unfurnished compartment aboard a star destroyer. Hux himself looked so terrible that Jacob would've felt sorry for him, if he were anyone else: even for Hux, he was ghastly pale and thin, and he looked incredibly haggard, with dark circles around his eyes. When he asked Jacob, "Are you here to kill me, then?" it almost sounded like he would've found it a relief.
"No. There are still many important things left for you to do." Jacob knelt briefly at his feet. "The Supreme Leader is dead. Long live the Supreme Leader." When he rose, he had the feeling that the look on Hux's face would've been the same if Jacob had ripped one of his limbs off, and his mind hadn't yet had a chance to absorb the shock. "You will live to enjoy the position as long as you ensure that Lord Kylo Ren's children are taken care of. See to it that they're taken to their quarters, and that they eat and drink. Continue the Supremacy's course toward Ahch-To, and my master and I will rendezvous with you along the way. We'll set the location once we're back in comm contact."
Only then did some hint of relief appear on Hux's features. "And then you'll take them? You'll save us?"
Jacob cocked his head at that. "Save you?"
"There is something... not right about them. The entire crew has had nightmares since their arrival, and the fights that have broken out among the crew have only been escalating. It likely will not be long before people start dying. Icarus... there is something monstrous about them."
Jacob let the dream begin to twist into a nightmare, allowing his own physical form to begin shifting - drew from the ancient, sinister shapes of primeval fear that lived in both Hux's reptile hindbrain and his own in reshaping his appearance. "Don't you ever let me catch you talking that way about my kids again. If I do, or if you try to hurt them, or my master... anything they could have done to you will seem merciful compared to what I will do. I've had years more practice at being monstrous than they have. But consider this, Supreme Leader: I'm a lot easier to keep on your side. From here on out, if you are good to me and mine, I'll be kind to you."
Hux whimpered softly in the back of his throat, and that was the last sound Jacob heard before, abruptly, he found himself awake and back in the cave again.
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Even it seemed to know that he should have been dead.
He tried to move, but couldn't quite muster the strength to do more than turn his head. Jacob was lying by one side. Rey was sitting on the other, catching her breath and muttering, "You did it. I did it. We did it. He's dead... and you're alive..."
Reaching out with the Force, he could feel that she was telling the truth. He could also feel his mother's presence above him. And with her, that of another.
Strength or not, by sheer force of will and a now-raging Force wound, he sat up. "Skywalker!"
"Kylo, he was helping. He and Leia were both gathering energy for the healing technique. Jacob was too exhausted from the battle to do it and I couldn't have healed you alone."
"I don't want his help!" he growled.
"We needed his help!"
If Jacob tried to get a word in, Kylo didn't let him. "No! We don't!"
Rey fell backwards as Kylo somehow stumbled to his feet and toward where the feeling was strongest. If he could have cut through the ceiling by glare alone, Skywalker would have already fallen into the depths of the underwater cave. (Alas, that would have been far too easy, and not even remotely satisfying.)
Instead, he reached out with his hands, and telekinetically broke apart the stone.
"Kylo! Stop!" Rey scrambled after him, spinning and sweeping him off his feet in one swift motion. At the same time, as a sizable chunk of the ceiling broke away. It splashed into the water surrounding them. Thank the Force that it didn't affect the structural integrity of either of the chambers.
Rey physically pinned him down - a scene that Luke and Leia could now see with their own eyes.
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Meanwhile, he spoke telepathically to Leia and Luke, trying to defuse the situation. You both need to leave now. Leia, go to the other entrance of the cave and get our climbing ropes. Luke, just get the hell away from here, as far as you can go, and stay there. With them out of reach, Kylo might eventually settle down, slightly - just enough for them to get out of here. Beyond that, Jacob would deal with the consequences as they came.
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“Would you rather have died?! I couldn’t have done it without their help!” Rey refused to apologize, but she said the same things.
“I will not... be indebted to that... that man! He doesn’t... get to change that!” Kylo spat as Rey kept him pinned. For a moment, he was like a rabid dog, weak but desperate to fight until his last breath. For a moment, he was every bit the monster she remembered. He threw her off once with the Force, but she fought back and took him down again.
Only once Skywalker had finally fled, and Kylo could feel his presence in the Force vanish again entirely, did he begin to calm down.
Jacob’s words must have stung.
Rey slapped Kylo in the face, and then turned to the rope Leia had dropped for them. “I helped you destroy Snoke. I’m done.”
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As Rey pulled herself up and out of the cave, Jacob contemplated how the hell he was going to get himself and Kylo out. He could still barely move, and all he wanted to do was sleep for about a month straight. At least trying to draw strength from the Force was starting to hurt a little less.
He turned back to Kylo, the utter exhaustion evident in his voice when he said, "...I'm sorry I couldn't do a better job of protecting you this time."
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Feeling him through the Force after all these years reawakened more than just a burning hate for the man. Feelings of fear and betrayal coupled with the insecurities of a child who did the best he could with the nightmare he was thrust into... oh, it fed that Force wound. It gave Kylo a will to fight that, at the moment, was necessary for their survival.
It was that will that gave Kylo the strength to force that shell of a body to rise. It was with that will that he draped Jacob's arm over his back and hoisted his apprentice up to his feet. It was with that will that he ignored the man's apology in favor of leading them both to that waiting rope.
"We'll deal with that... later..." he grunted. That will would not sustain him indefinitely. "Before later never comes..."
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He dug their climbing harnesses out of the pack, got them both secured into them - the harnesses had a locking ratchet gear as a last-ditch fall arrestor mechanism, and he could at least summon up enough strength in the Force to keep tension on the mechanism, to keep them moving one way up the rope. It was the only way Jacob, at least, was going to make it to the top.
The climb back up wasn't that far, but it still felt impossibly long and arduous. Finally, Jacob dragged himself and Kylo up over the edge of the hole into the Jedi temple, and while it was tempting to allow himself a moment to rest, he knew he'd never make it back to the ship if he did. The most important thing right now was to see to Kylo, and then... after that, maybe Jacob would just pass out on the floor of the cabin. It didn't matter much.
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“Embrace the Dark Side... Use that power... We can hold... ourselves together!”
From a distance, Leia watched Jacob and her son emerge from the cave. It was plain to see they were barely holding each other up. They’d done it. Snoke’s essence, that vile cancer that had stretched its tendrils through the galaxy and pulled her family apart at the seams, was gone. It was a massive victory, and yet, it was bittersweet.
A part of her wanted to intervene, to help them both back to one of the huts so they could just rest. but she held back. It wouldn’t be welcome. They weren’t exactly on the same side. And the truce they had may have just expired.
It was a difficult trek back to the ship, but they would make it.
And if they didn’t, then, and only then, would Leia come to their aid.
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Almost as soon as he'd gotten Kylo hooked back up to the IV machine, and gotten nutrient and fluid drips running again, his vision began tunneling. "...The Supremacy is already on its way here, but I wouldn't be surprised if Hux sends us a course-intercept in less than a standard day. If you have to get us off the planet before I'm awake again, just make sure you have the entire burst transmission code from the slicer before you leave." He hoped they wouldn't need to leave before he could talk Rey around into applying the full extent of the Force healing technique to Kylo, but he had to be prepared for whatever circumstances they faced next.
Briefly, Jacob had considered passing out right next to Kylo in the bunk, but his body needed much deeper and more extensive healing. A bacta tank would probably have been helpful, but that was the one thing he hadn't managed to acquire for his ship just yet - and, if he had, he'd probably just put Kylo in it instead; for now, the sensory deprivation tank was all he had. In the long run, it might be better, since it'd allow his body to heal itself naturally, and to adjust to its new parameters in the Force.
He set the safety parameters in the tank to be tighter than usual - his blood pressure and heart rate wouldn't have to drop as far as normal for the interior of the tank to automatically illuminate and drain, and he set it to generate an external alert as well, just in case that wasn't enough, and Kylo needed to pull him out.
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But still, he held on, giving Jacob an energy well to draw from, to keep his apprentice on his feet until he could rest. (Because no matter how many times Kylo might have suggested otherwise, Jacob would see to his needs first. Only once he was sure his master was stable would he see to his own.)
It was a blessing, then, when he felt Jacob slipping into a meditative trance. It took nearly an hour for Kylo to relax his body and mind enough to let the energy draw subside. And while there were a few nihilistic thoughts that bubbled to the surface, they faded just like the Force wound’s pull. Not long after he reached a stable baseline, Kylo Ren passed out as well.
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He'd been in the depths of a meditative trance for twenty hours. The slicer had already left, but he'd sent the code for the burst transmission over to Jacob's ship first. More importantly, however, the results had come in - not long after they'd all left to kill Snoke - on the samples that Jacob and Rey had used the Force healing technique on. For the ones where Rey had used her own energy, the presence of malignant cells was decreased by more than an order of magnitude; on the one where they had drawn energy from the Force itself, they had dropped below detectable levels.
He had to convince Rey to take one last crack at this.
Extending his senses through the Force beyond the edges of his body still ached, in a strange way, but his range didn't seem to be impaired; he could tell that Rey, Leia, Chewbacca, and Luke were all still here, and that Kylo was sleeping peacefully for the moment. The solution bags on his IV machine needed to be changed out, but that wouldn't take long.
Finally, Jacob searched for any transmissions from any other ships of the First Order fleet. The transmission from the Supremacy came in right as he was looking for it, and contained their intercept course, along with one word.
Hurry.
Which they would, but first, he had to do everything he could for Kylo.
As soon as he was out of the tank and clothed, he swapped out Kylo's IV bags, then made sure he was still resting as comfortably as possible. The draw of the Force wound was the strongest he'd felt it since he'd pulled his master off of the Finalizer, and even behind its presence, he could sense how much Kylo's condition had worsened. He sighed softly, and reached out to gently stroke Kylo's sunken cheek for a moment; he had to convince Rey to lend them her assistance one last time.
Fortunately, he didn't have to face Luke or Leia to meet up with her. Rey was back in the aboveground portion of the Jedi Temple, and Jacob ignored the persistent ache in his joints and muscles as he picked his way down to her. "...Rey? Can we talk for a moment?"
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He needed to rest.
More than that, he needed healing.
Rey must have known that. She may have even felt it through the Force. When Jacob approached the entrance to the temple, she wasn’t surprised. She wasn’t outwardly angry either. She wanted to be angry, but her mind was like the sea - mostly calm, with sharp waves breaking against the edges from time to time.
“The Force feels... different... with Snoke gone.”
Rey let out a long sigh.
“It’s strange. I... I should hate him.” She tilted her head toward the direction Jacob came from. She was no longer speaking about Snoke, but about Kylo. “He’d kill his own family right now if he had the strength to do it. I can’t forgive that. I can’t allow that! But... the way he feels in the Force. It... it hurts... It feels like something is tearing him apart and eating him alive.”
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Jacob also knew that none of those defenses or justifications would accomplish what he was after now. "He isn't going to have that chance, and not just because we don't have time for it before we leave here. After this, Kylo and I are out of the war between the New Republic and the First Order. We're going to have something a lot more important to occupy our time for a long while after this - the eldest of his children are only about six standard years old." He'd been approaching Rey as he spoke, and he sat down across from her now. "...And children that young shouldn't have to see their father in the kind of condition he's in now."
He didn't know what Snoke had done to those children already, or had forced them to do - but what Jacob did know was that he was their parent now, just as much as Kylo was, and he was going to protect them in any way he could from suffering any further trauma on top of it all. "Please, Rey. I can't heal him by myself."
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As much as she despised Kylo Ren for killing Han, for hurting her friends, for throwing away everything she always wanted... Rey couldn’t bear the burden of being the reason those children would grow up like she did - lost and alone. No one deserved that.
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But Jacob wouldn't let that happen. No matter what it took, he wouldn't let it happen. "But together, we have what it takes to save him." He got to his feet, and extended his hand to Rey to help her up.
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She wondered, briefly, if Leia had sensed it too. Or if Luke even could, having shut himself off from the Force yet again. But she was quickly brought back to the present when Jacob extended his hand.
“The technique we were practicing on the samples? It worked?”
Hesitantly, she reached out to take it.
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As he led the way up to the ship, he realized that she was right: the Force really did feel different, now that Snoke was dead. And he could tell that the healing technique was going to be easier, this time.
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She just had to hold out hope that he was telling the truth about their plans and intentions. That they would, in fact, leave peacefully and never return.
Rey followed Jacob up the boarding ramp and through the corridors of his ship. Kylo was still out, but perhaps he felt them approaching. As they entered the room, he groaned in his sleep, jerking slightly and mumbling something incoherent.
Considering what he'd managed to accomplish in the cave, seeing him like this was difficult to bear. Painfully thin, physically weak, propped up on pillows and nourished by tubes, Rey had to cover her mouth just to stifle the gasp. Jacob was right - no child should be forced to see their parent in such a state.
Maybe, just maybe, she dared to let herself imagine, Kylo Ren had done his penance. Maybe. Maybe not.
She whispered softly so as not to wake him. "...How do you want to do this?"
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He turned back to Rey. "We're going to do it the same way we did on the last of the samples. I'll draw in the energy we need, and then you harness it." The Force wound might complicate things, but they'd find a way to work around it.
Just as he had before, Jacob focused on the movements of the Force around him, and drew on them slowly, beginning to build a standing wave. At first, the process was painful, and the sinkhole of the Force wound made it difficult to make any real progress; at last, though, the pain finally began to fade, and the sharp draw of the Force wound began to fade and grow indistinct around the edges. "...Try it now. Just ease into it. Feel the warmth, and then find the pain and slowly wash it away. Let the Force heal itself."
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Rey nodded as she pulled up a stool. She sat down and closed her eyes, meditating on the Force.
It took a while for Jacob to begin channeling the energy, but eventually, she did feel the warmth. And when she reached out, stretching her hands over Kylo's body, she definitely felt the pain. The intensity didn't surprise her, rather the sheer scope of it. The samples could have come from anywhere - she felt a wrongness wherever his blood could travel. No, it was within the blood itself.
It took Rey just as much time to center herself properly. But soon, she was sending warmth over and through the wrongness. The Force wound was hungry at first, greedily devouring this new source of energy, but as Rey sunk deeper into her meditative trance, its hold lessened. It grew placid, almost dormant. Its rough edges started to recede. Mutated cells were unfolding. Tumor markers were shrinking. The void was filling itself in. Piece by piece. Cell by cell. The Force was indeed healing itself.
Kylo's eyes suddenly snapped open.
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On the other hand, Kylo understood exactly why this was important - and as long as he was conscious enough for it all to click, then everything should be fine. In the meantime, Jacob simply continued to focus on the task at hand, and helped Rey to hold her focus on it as well.
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It took a moment for Kylo to regain his senses beyond that.
It happened inwardly first - the constant pain he’d come to accept, the inherent sense of wrongness that circulated through his blood and the weary exhaustion that had plagued him for so long was receding slowly, but steadily. Even the Force wound, the gaping hole in his soul, seemed to be closing. It was nothing short of miraculous.
Only then did he notice a hand gently resting on his shoulder. He looked up at Jacob. He felt his apprentice serving as a conduit for the Force, not so unlike what he himself had just done in the battle with Snoke. He felt the scavenger working with him in tandem - connected in a way that he couldn’t tell who, if anyone, was an extension of the other. He felt in awe of it for a moment.
And then he felt profoundly at peace.
This was balance. This was Force healing in its purest form.
He settled his body and his mind, and then consciously opened himself to it. Jacob would feel the shift and understand it, even if Rey didn’t.
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He wasn't sure how much longer the three of them were there before he felt the flow of energy finally beginning to taper off, then settle into a steady pattern as the healing was completed. Slowly, Jacob drew back from the connection, returning to himself, and he blinked for a moment as he reoriented himself within his own senses. Then, he extended them again, trying to get an initial sense of how well the healing had worked - and it was even better than he expected.
Not only did the cancer seem to be gone, but so did the lingering organ damage from the months of starvation aboard the Finalizer. Jacob would have to do a full work-up to confirm, of course - scans, bloodwork, and maybe one final biopsy if anything seemed amiss, but he doubted that would prove necessary - but as far as he could tell...
"I think... that was a resounding success." For the first time in what felt like weeks, Jacob actually laughed, and leaned down to pull Kylo into an embrace. "How are you feeling? Does everything seem right?"
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